My old crush masa zaman belajar. Tapi tak pernah confess pun kat dia. Kawan2 macam tu je sebab satu group assignments dulu.
Fast forward. Habis belajar.
Dah 2 tahun lebih tak jumpe. Ditakdirkan dia dapat kerja dekat dengan rumah aku. Betul betul 5km je dari my house. So she always request for meet up. Not one time. Many time already. She never give up. Btw dia from kedah. Tpi kerja Klang Valley. . But I don't know why. Every time she request for meet up, I always reject. Not because I hate her. I really love her. But I don't know why macam berat je hati nie nak jumpe dia.
Macam takdir tu taknak kami berjumpa.
Now she call me. Say kena berhenti kerja. Want balik kedah already. Her parent house. She ask me whether we can meet up again for last time before she go. I say I'm busy. I don't why I'm so stupid to tell her that. I'm not busy at all. Playing game now.
Suddenly feel regret.
I love her.
But my heart will always say NO...
2 years plus she is just 5km away from me. And yet not even once I met her.
Now she is gone.
Entahlah. Maybe takde jodoh....
Maybe tuhan taknak aku heartbroken lagi..
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Post time 12-7-2020 10:21 AMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Mgkn bukan jodoh..tp knp tt xnk jumpa dia??
Ada mslh lain ke?..means pnampilan dh berubah xmcm dulu ke apa ke?
Sbb iols ada kwn lama..aritu nk g singgah rumah dia dh alang2 ke kL..tp beria dia tolak..pdhl dlm whtaps smgat je..
Rupanya sbb dia dh berisi skrg..dia malu..nk kurus dulu katanya baru jmpa..
Lorh..kan kwn..kte bkwn sbb prngai dia..bkn sbb rupa dia..mcm2..
Post time 12-7-2020 10:27 AMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
pegila jumpa as kawan, a cup of coffee and slice of cake ke.. a good talks over topics yg membina ke. about finding good jobs ke, sharing experiences ke.. am sure she put aside her pride, to call u many times. If u love her set her free but seeing her and just have a good time chatting pun dah cukup ok utk ur heart. Why not. Kinda sad mcm drama cinta remaja tu.. rugi.. go aje... be bold.. and so what if she dont accept u... u pun x expect apa apa kan. Go call her now.
Post time 12-7-2020 12:30 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Kalau suka, tunjukkan tanda suka.
Kalau sayang, tunjukkan tanda sayang.
Jangan ego dan malu nak tunjuk kasih sayang pada seseorang.
Orang yang kata dirinya beriman pun belum tentu betul-betul iman hatinya kalau banyak perintah Allah SWT tak ikut.
Elok la. Bior la girl tu dgn org lain. Org yg lebih baik. Org yg tahu menilai dan menghargai.
Org sombong ni.. Menyakitkan hati kita... Tak sepasal dpt enxiety, depression nak menagih kasih drpd dia..
Jumpa pon taknak. Apatah lg nak masuk meminang...
Buang masa. Baik la girl tu carik je jodoh lain yv lebih baik.. Moga girl tu tak contact TT lagi dah.. Amin.
Post time 12-7-2020 02:49 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Earkix94 replied at 12-7-2020 12:30 PM
Kalau suka, tunjukkan tanda suka.
Kalau sayang, tunjukkan tanda sayang.
Jangan ego dan malu nak tu ...
Yes.. bg i org lelaki yang betul2 ikhlas sayang pompuan tu akan berusaha utk menghalalkan hubungan.... bukan nya berdalih2 mcm2, ghosting apatah lagi drag menipu bertahun2 tabur janji2 palsu... alih2 pompuan reput menopause camtu je